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August 19, 2011

Journal from August 19, 2011

I read John 2 last night. I ended up just focusing on verses 1-12. It’s about the time when Jesus was at a wedding, and he turned water into wine. I’ve heard this story my entire life, beginning in my beginner’s Bible, and honestly I never thought anything of it. I mean, Jesus did lots of miracles, I would think like feeding the 5000 or bringing Lazarus back from the dead were so much more important, I’d overlook little miracles like this. But when I read it this time, I was intrigued by it and found it quite peculiar. We don’t even know who the newly married couple is, or how Jesus knew them. It only says, they were invited to the wedding. At the wedding, they ran out of wine. Jesus’ mom sees this and comes to him and tells him they’ve run out. He says it’s not his time, but later, he does perform a miracle. He turns water into the best tasting wine, ever!

After I read it, I thought… wait who cares? Water is good for you, why did they need wine? What’s the big deal? Why did Jesus invest in this seemingly small issue? I read the footnotes at the bottom of the page, and learned that the wedding ceremonies/reception could last like a week, and to run out of wine was a social embarrassment, basically. But still I thought, what’s the big deal? Why did Jesus see any reason in doing this?

Then I thought, well how many times a day do I come across a problem, one that seems big to me but isn’t really a big deal… how many times do I face a potentially embarrassing situation that I pray to get out of immediately? And when I pray, things always work out somehow. Maybe Jesus is just showing me that this is how much He really cares. Yes, He’s so powerful he can feed a crowd of 5000+ with 5 loaves of bread and 2 fish, and raise a dead man back to life, but he also cares about the little details.

He sees my problems, no matter how big or little. I can be like his mom, coming to him and pointing out, Hey I’m really struggling with something… I really miss my friend and I don’t know why we have to be separated now. And just like in the story, Jesus is saying to me, “My time has not yet come.” I just need to stay strong, to keep trusting, and to wait for His answer. And sure enough, someday, his miracle, big or small, will come — just at the right time. God’s time.

Faith, Thoughts

My Verse for 2011

My Verse for 2011 // January 1, 2011

At the beginning of this year (2011), I chose my “theme verse for the year”. I do this every year, instead of resolutions that only last 2 weeks I choose a verse to meditate on and remember all throughout a year. This year, I had an idea that there would be a lot of changes happening, with graduating high school and moving on. So far, I’ve been right. I came across this beautiful verse with a promise in Isaiah and knew right away it was mine. It was one of those that surprised me and caught me off guard, and now 8 and a half months later I’m still learning what it means.

Isaiah 43:18-19 “Forget the past, do not dwell on former things. See, I am doing a new thing! Now it springs up; do you not perceive it? I am making a way in the desert and streams in the wasteland.”

I’m relating this to a little analogy. I love to drive. I’ve been in the drivers seat ever since i got my permit, the very day I turned 14. But 2 years ago I was in a car accident. I was stopped at a red light on a busy road during rush hour. A car, 2 cars behind me, ran the red light behind us, hit the car behind me, who hit me, I hit the car in front of me and he hit the car in front of him. It was epic, and terrifying. I wasn’t hurt, but ever since then I’ve been absolutely paranoid of any car driving behind me. I find myself watching that car through my rear view mirror far more than I look out the windshield!

This is exactly the way my life is as well. I spend far too much time looking back at all the nice things in the past, but when it comes to the future or even the present I couldn’t care less. I long for the former, easier days and just kind of drift through life. This is silly. I can’t control my past any more than I can control the car behind me. All I can do is look ahead at where my life is going, and be sure that I don’t make the same mistake that was made 2 years ago.

This seemed very applicable to me 8 months ago, and it is even more so now. I feel like God is saying to me, “yeah I know I did some great things for ya for the past 4 years. But stop dwelling on that and look at what I’m doing now! If you don’t start paying attention, you’re gonna miss the best part!!”

I know I am very discouraged and sad about all that’s changing. But I believe it’s happening for a reason and the best is yet to come. There’s a light at the end of this tunnel, and i will continue searching until I find it.

College, Faith, Thoughts

Does God want me to be a Massage Therapist?

Does God want me to be a Massage Therapist? // July 2011

I made the “official” decision to go to the Massage Therapy school. Sent in my “yes”, scheduled my registration… the next day, I got my blood result test back that I had taken several weeks ago. I learned that I have Rheumatoid Arthritis.

It’s not that bad… very low on their scale, actually. Some days I completely forget about it. Other days it is simply present but I barely notice. But about once a week, it is an excruciating pain that constantly feels like a guinea pig’s teeth are clamped down on my joints and won’t let go. I’m supposed to go back to the doctor in 6 months to determine if this is getting better or worse.

Honestly though, I am not going to let this getting my way. This isn’t God saying no. At least not yet. God can work miracles. He can work through me despite my weaknesses. I’ve changed a lot of things since I found out, I’m eating healthier and exercising more. If God is leading me to be a massage therapist who has arthritis, I am all there. And I’m really excited to accept this challenge.

College, Faith, Massage School, Thoughts

How Did I Get to Massage Therapy School?

When I was in middle school, I absolutely hated school. I thought it was pointless. I was homeschooled and I did all my work and I was good at it, but I found no pleasure in learning or giving up so much time to this. All I wanted to do with my life was get married, have a dozen kids and homeschool them myself. That was success enough for me. I certainly didn’t need college to achieve this. I viewed college as a very expensive way to find a husband. I had no personal educational goals, I just did what my parents asked and would vent in my journal night after night about how pointless life is. Have you ever read Ecclesiastes? My journals sounded a lot like that.

As for serving God and living out my faith, at this point in my life I was very positive God did not want me to be a missionary. I was extremely shy and insecure and had no desire to ever leave my hometown. I went to church  every Sunday, helped in the pre-school children’s program, and volunteered twice a week downtown, serving meals and co-leading a Bible study for kids in low-income families. This was all enough for me. It was comfortable and easy, and when my time of serving was done each day, I could come to my comfortable home and be safe and have everything I needed. I had a pretty regular quiet time, and I was pretty sure all this was good enough to get me through life.

Did I mention I was shy? I was pretty comfortable being mature and talking to adults, but as for people my own age, I had 3 friends. 3 people that I could talk to about silly everyday things. 3 girls that I could have fun around and hang out with. I didn’t talk to anyone else. I wasn’t really open or honest with my 3 friends. When I was at home, I was always locked in my bedroom, alone. Maybe shy isn’t the right word to describe my personality. But that’s what I always blamed my people problems on.

When I volunteered with kids though, I truly felt like I could be myself and enjoyed every minute I spent with them. I was happiest when I was volunteering and working to make others happy. I loved to just love on the kids, at church and downtown, and I loved sharing my faith with them. All I thought of this was that I should have tons of kids someday. I didn’t think there could be any other options.

And then, I started high school. I was scared and felt unprepared to move on and start new things, but I knew that it was time for change to take place. I couldn’t keep living with no goals or purpose. I got involved with my church youth group and started making friends. I still hated school yet did it to make my parents happy. I was still happiest when I was volunteering with children. Then in January of 2008, my freshman year, God began a work in my life that I never could have predicted happening.

I signed up to go on the winter retreat with my youth group. The topic was on missions and serving. It began on a Friday night, and from the start I could feel something happening. I knew God was working on something but I had no idea what. I didn’t totally fall in love with the idea of going off as a missionary somewhere, but I made the decision to go on the high school mission trip to Mexico.

Mexico changed my life. I left on the trip, a shy and insecure girl with none of my new friends going with me. I had no idea what to expect. I journaled throughout the entire trip, recording everything I was feeling, and it’s still amazing to look back. Through everything that happened, I could see God working all around me, showing me His love in so many new ways. I had never felt so joyful in my entire life, and I knew that I had no other desire than to serve God like this for the rest of my life. This is what He had been showing me all along ~ I am happiest when I’m helping people and sharing His love. And when I am stepping out of my comfort zone, all the pressure and distractions of my stressful life here vanish and all that matters is the work that God’s doing. I love being in that place where I have no idea what’s going to happen next, all I can do is trust that God will provide me with everything I need to make it through each hour. I knew that I was living for something bigger than my own happiness, I was living for His glory.

Coming home was difficult, but I wouldn’t forget all the things I had learned over that week. I was given more opportunities to serve people who were affected by a flood later that year. The next spring I got to go back to Mexico with a different team. The summer after that I went to Czech Republic to teach English and share God’s love with teens there. A year after that I went back to Mexico. Each trip was different in many ways, such that they all taught me something different about God and myself and life, but they were the same as I felt Him speaking to me throughout each trip, and showing me how much I love this sort of thing.

The last issue was college. I still didn’t see a point. But I made up my mind that I would be open to it and look for what might be a good fit. My biggest struggle at this point was, do I go to a Christian college, where I could learn about my faith and become a stronger Christian, but not have many ministry opportunities, OR do I go to a public university, with tons of opportunities to share my faith but also many things that could challenge it. I wrestled with this for so long. I did lots of research, until a teacher that I highly respect recommended one school to me. It was a Bible school, close to home, small and affordable. The more I looked into it, the more I liked it. I prayed so much about it, but couldn’t feel God saying yes or no. So I decided to follow this path and see if it was God’s will.

I visited the college, twice. The more I got to know it, the more I liked it. I was pretty sure by August of my senior year that this is where I wanted my journey to continue. I started telling everyone that this is where I was planning to go. Everything about it made it a perfect fit to me. I thought it would be the perfect transition, and I knew I could get an excellent education that would tell me everything I needed to be a missionary. Sure, I applied to a couple different colleges to be safe. But my mind was made up.

The only 2 doubts were 1. This is way too easy, am I supposed to do a harder, more challenging thing that takes me out of my comfort zone? and 2. The cost. While it was one of the most affordable private colleges, I would need a lot of help to get through. And seeing as all I wanted to do with my life was serve people, not necessarily making an income, it really wasn’t practical. So I prayed a ton, and finally came to an agreement with my parents. There was a scholarship that would help immensely. The admissions people told me that they were very impressed with all that I had done and that I was DEFINITELY very applicable for it. So I decided that if I got the scholarship, that would be God’s way of saying yes.

I did everything I could, I had all my paperwork in months early. (Seeing as I had this awful case of senioritis, that’s really saying a lot) I called the school the week of the deadline, just to make sure. They said, “You’re all set! Great job with getting that done. You’ll be hearing from us very soon!” Their exact words.

A month later I still hadn’t heard anything. I called them back because well… it was May and this was really the final decision. I asked why I hadn’t heard anything, and they simply replied, “Sorry, we never got your reference form. You couldn’t be considered for this scholarship.”

In that moment, despite all that just happened, I felt perfectly at peace with it all. I had prayed so much and done everything I could possibly do. In the end it was all up to God, and His answer was no. I didn’t tell many people at first, I was honestly rather embarrassed. In fact, I told everyone at my grad party in June that I was going to this college, even though I knew that wasn’t true.

All year though, I had always had a different school in the back of my mind, that I considered to be my “plan B”. I gave this school a call, and a couple weeks and 2 visits later, I’m now all set to be attending a massage therapy school just a half hour from home. I couldn’t be more excited right now. I’ll be getting to do something that i love most, which is helping people. And I know there are so many ways that I could use massage therapy on the mission field. I know this is only the beginning of my journey and I’m so excited to see where God will take me!!

College, Faith, Massage School, Thoughts

Healing Broken Hearts

Healing Broken Hearts // May 27, 2007

Taken from “The Hiding Place” by Corrie Ten Boom.

“Do you know what hurts so very much? It’s love. Love is the strongest force in the world, and when it is blocked, that means pain.
There are two things we can do when this happens. We can kill the love so that it stops hurting. But then of course part of us dies too. Or we can ask God to open up another route for that love to travel.
God loves that person—even more than you do—and if you ask Him, He will give you His love for them, a love nothing can prevent, nothing destroy. Whenever we cannot love in the old, human way, God can give us the perfect way.”

I was still in kindergarten in these matters of love. My task just then was to give up my feeling for him without giving up the joy and wonder that had grown with it. And so, that very hour lying there on my bed, I whispered the enormous prayer:

“Lord, I give to you the way I feel about him, my thoughts about our future, oh, you know, everything! Give me your way of seeing him instead. Help me to love him the way you do. That much.”

My thoughts

I believe that reading this book at that time  was totally God ordained. It was no coincidence that I read this; I knew right away God was showing me something. Instead of blocking that love, letting it all go to waste, or worse—turn into hatred—I needed to give all these feelings over to God, and let Him turn it into something beautiful; something that would seem impossible to our imperfect human nature—to love someone that had hurt you so much.

I prayed that prayer right after reading it. I prayed God would help me see him* the way He did—an imperfect person, just like me. And because of God’s grace, He took away all the hatred inside of me that was tearing me down, hatred that would have destroyed me. He filled me with compassion for that boy, and that special love that only God could give me.

And now here I am, three and a half years later. There’s been many ups and downs through it all. I’ve prayed that prayer many many times since then, and by God’s grace this has ended up to be one of the greatest relationships I have ever had with anyone. I know the future is very uncertain, but I can say without a doubt that I can take whatever is coming, and I trust that God has a plan, the best is yet to come. Don’t ever forget that.

Faith, Thoughts

James 1:2-3

Based off a Trekkers Bible Study, November 6, 2010 // Count it all Joy

Consider it pure joy, my brothers, when you face trials of many kinds, for you know that the testing of your faith develops perseverance. James 1:2-3

How easy is that? Think about it. Let’s say you FINALLY get a puppy after waiting for your parents to say “Yes” for 12 and a half years (personal experience). Can you count it all joy? Duh! Can you count it all joy when you’re snuggling with your new puppy? When he’s exploring your house and pees on your favorite shoes? How about when that puppy cries all night and you end up sleeping with it on the kitchen floor? Can you count it all joy? Well he was still new… What about when it’s -30 degrees outside and your puppy needs to go out, AGAIN. Can you count it all joy? And when you just open the door and let him out and stay inside, a half hour later realizing he’s not in the backyard anymore and you have to go look for him? Find any joy in that?

Ok maybe my examples are silly. But obviously there are things in life that can be harder to see positively than others. When something bad happens, how many times is the first thing that comes to mind “Count it all joy”? How many times can you count it all joy?

Why should we? The verse answers that question. “You know that the testing of your faith develops perseverance”. Perseverance, or steadfastness, or like a stronger faith. That’s what we’re aiming for. Trials do not reveal to you the steadfastness or the perseverance you already have, they develop it. You can’t have strong faith without it. Read the Beatitudes in Matthew chapter 5. You’ll read phrases like “Blessed are those who are persecuted, blessed are those who mourn, blessed are the poor in spirit”. Do you see any “Blessed are those who have no trials and go through life all happy and live happily ever after?” Um, no. Trials are a part of life, you can always choose to live in denial or to escape from them, but then where would your rewards be? Where would your trust in God be?

Can you imagine a life that had no ups and downs, simply just a straight, easy ride? Personally that sounds pretty boring to me. I don’t see how that life would be worth living. If I had to choose, I would much rather live a life with many ups and downs, so I could learn, so I could grow, so I could develop stronger faith. Trials can really suck, yeah I realize that. It’s like satan knows EXACTLY the thing you don’t want to be tested on, and he goes right at it. Maybe there’s ONE thing in your life you just want to hold on to, but that’s the one thing God seems to want to take away from you.

I have never really asked for a trial to happen. I’ve never been one to pray “Jesus, bring the rain”. But in the end, I am always thankful because I can see looking back how much stronger my faith has become. But just think, what if I could learn to thank God and count it all joy while the trial is happening, because I KNOW He will work it out. Because I KNOW he is working it out every moment of the trial. And I KNOW that my faith is getting stronger each day while I wait.

What is joy? Something I once heard, “Happiness comes from happenings, Joy comes from Jesus”. Joy is like being content with life. Joy is experiencing the kingdom of Heaven every day in life. Joy is having a complete relationship with God.

No trial that God gives you will ever exceed what God has given you. What should you do? Immerse yourself in the Bible so that you start to think like God, and so that you know scripture enough to help you stand firm during trials.

Faith, Thoughts

Prince of Peace

Based off of the Beth Moore Bible study, “Breaking Free”

Jesus not only came to bring us life and salvation, but also to bring peace.

For to us a child is born, to us a son is given, and the government will be on his shoulders. And He will be called Wonderful Counselor, Mighty God, Everlasting Father, Prince of Peace
~Isaiah 9:6

…in fact, he calls Himself the “Prince of Peace”! He’s the one that created it anyway!

This is what the Lord says — your Redeemer, the Holy One of Israel: I am the Lord your God, who teaches you what is best for you, who directs you in the way you should go. If only you had paid attention to my commands, your peace would have been like a river, your righteousness like the waves of the sea
~Isaiah 48:17-18

Ever heard the song, “Peace like a river”? We used to sing it in Sunday school when I was in preschool. The words simply say, “I’ve got peace like a river, I’ve got peace like a river, I’ve got peace like a river in my soul”. Today I was just reflecting on those words. Peace like a river. Notice how it’s compared to a river rather than say, a pond. Picture a pond: completely still, quiet waters. Definitely the first thing that comes to mind is peaceful.

Now picture a river. Sometimes it moves quickly, other times it is still. There are many twists and bends and corners where you can’t see what’s coming up next. If you’ve ever gone canoeing or rafting on a river you know what I’m talking about – the last word you would use to describe your experience is “peaceful”. Yet God still uses that example, and when you really think about it, it is a beautiful picture.

Life can be like a river. Full of complications, joy and sorrow, and you never really know what’s coming up next. That’s why God uses this example. Peace like a river – meaning through all the ups and downs of life, you can still find peace in Jesus, who is the Prince of Peace.

Do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself.
Matthew 6:34

May the God of hope fill you with joy and peace as you trust in Him, so you may overflow with hope from the power of the Holy Spirit.
Romans 15:13

Faith, Thoughts

Take my will, conform it to Yours

***Transferring old blog posts onto this site***

July 27, 2010

How do you know if the voice you’re hearing in your head is really God speaking?

I visited a Bible College yesterday. I had heard a bit about it and liked what I was hearing. I visited, expecting to really like it. I was right – it was EXACTLY what I’ve been looking for. Small and personal, with teachers who care more about your education, they really care about your life and they strive to build personal relationships with every student on campus. They’re more than just your teachers, they are your mentors. Besides that, they teach what I want to learn, share all my beliefs, and understand my passions. I couldn’t imagine anything better.

But is that what God wants for me? Am I supposed to move to a beautiful small town, where I will undoubtedly grow tremendously in my faith and learn everything I need to know to prepare me to be a missionary? Or does He want me to do the hard thing… going where I’m not comfortable, where I’ll have to rely on Him more, where I’ll have to work to get deep Biblical teachings for myself, and where I’ll have to work harder to build relationships with people? I am by nature very shy and reserved, I cannot even tell you how scared I am of leaving my home, my family, my friends, my first and only love. The thought of college terrifies me. It really does. I am so thankful I have a year left to enjoy everything one last time. And to discover where I’m really being called to. Help me, Lord!

Last night I went out with a group of friends to see a movie together. We’re all pretty close, we worked together in Mexico and are practically family now. Anyway, I just couldn’t focus on the movie for the entire 2 hours. I was overwhelmed with emotions about the future and all the changes that could, and probably will occur within the next year. To my embarressment and complete utter horror, I started crying and just couldn’t stop. I don’t want to move on. I don’t want to leave. I don’t want to say goodbye.

How do I know if the voice I’m hearing is really God speaking?

I feel like He’s asking me to do something. Something harder than I’ve ever had to do in my entire life. I honestly don’t believe I’m strong or secure enough. I feel like my whole world has been resting on this rock for so long, I’ve practically grown into it and become one with it. I don’t know if the rock is supposed to be there supporting me, or if it’s really holding me back from being where I should be. To remove myself from the rock would cause major cuts, bruises, and scars that would last a lifetime. It might even be comparable to loosing a limb. It’s been the best possible thing, and the worst possible thing to ever enter my life. It’s torn me down the most, but it’s also built me and formed me into a strong, fearless child of God. How do I know if it’s really what God wants for me?

Help me Father, make my desire Your desire, make my will Your will. Your will be done.

College, Faith, Thoughts

My Life Verse

October 11, 2009

This is the story of how God sent someone in my life specifically to give me a Bible verse that would become my life verse; my goal and focus in life. I go back to it now and again and always think about how I am carrying out this verse.

One Sunday morning, I was sitting alone in a classroom, just flipping through my Bible. Suddenly, a woman I’d never seen before saw me and came in and sat next to me. “I want to show you something!” she said excitedly. She opened my Bible and turned to John 15:15-17 and instructed me to read aloud.

I no longer call you servants, because a servant does not know his master’s buisness. Instead, I have called you friends, for everything that I learned from my Father I have made known to you. You did not choose me, but I chose you and appointed you to bear fruit – fruit that will last. Then the Father will give you whatever you ask for in My name. This is my command: Love one another.

“isn’t that so cool?!?” she exclaimed, “God, the creator of Heaven and earth, the Author of life and the prefector of our faith, chose ME! He chose me to bear His fruit! I just think that’s so amazing!!”

She then got up and left. I haven’t seen her since.

But what she said has stuck with me, the verses have been on my mind since then. I feel like God sent her to me to answer questions I had, questions about what I’m supposed to do with my life, right now in high school, such an important time. So now I just want to share with you what God has been showing me through this. I want to focus on verse 16 for now, I think it’s important because God gives us a command.

Verse 16 says: “You did not choose me, but I chose you and appointed you to bear fruit – fruit that will last…” Like this woman said, isn’t that amazing that God chose us?!? Just think about how big God is. He created the universe. He holds it all in His hands. He knows everything that goes on. From the beginning of time till the end, He is at work everywhere. He is so big, He does not need a single one of us to fullfill His plans. He can do it all on His own. Yet He CHOSE us to bear fruit!! Isn’t that amazing?? To know that He sees us all at our worst times. He knows all our faults, He knows that we deny Him and chase after such stupid worldly things, He knows that we’re going to mess up, yet He still chose us to bear His fruit!!!! PRAISE JESUS! He truly is so incredibly forgiving and merciful, He truly does love us more than we can comprehend!! Prasie God!

So what exactly does He mean by ‘go and bear fruit’? Well the answer is found earlier in that chapter. John 15:1-14. In this passage we see that God is like a Gardener, Jesus is the vine, and we as Christians are branches. Bearing fruit is like living out our faith, and showing the fruits of the Spirit in our lives. Bearing fruit is going through every day, displaying love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness and self control. That’s what God has chosen us to do.

So what if we don’t? Well, we see that if anyone does not remain in Him, if anyone doesn’t live out their faith, they are thrown away and into the fire and burned. This puts such a heavy burden on my heart for Christians who don’t live out their faith. We need to realize how BIG of a deal this is! What Jesus did for us is BIG. What people choose to believe in is BIG. Where we will spend eternity is such a big deal!! So why do we live our average lives like we don’t care? Aren’t people so precious, so wonderfully and fearfully created by God, that we could go and share with them the joy and peace we experience through God, and that there is hope for them??

We definitely can’t do this alone.. verse 4: “Remain in me, and I will remain in you. No branch can bear fruit by itself; it must remain in the vine. Neither can you bear fruit unless you remain in Me.”

Is it worth it?? You bet it is!! Verse 7 “if you remain in me, and my words remain in you, ask whatever you wish and it will be given to you.”

“This is my command: Love one another”.

Faith, Thoughts

Trust and Obey

***I am transferring old blog posts from one site to this one, as Blogspot is much easier to use. During the time I wrote this, I was beginning to make the big decision of where to attend college. Later on, you’ll see what really came of this. It was a wild ride, to say the least!***

July 23, 2010

Lately I’ve been thinking a lot about what it would take for me to be able to say I trust God 100% in every aspect of my life. When I think of my future, all I really want is to have absolutely nothing that would hold me back from doing anything and everything God calls me to do. I just want to live a life of total dependence in God, relying on Him to meet every need. Maybe this sounds completely foolish to some, but I see this whenever I go to Mexico. I read about this in biographies about missionaries. I want this to be my reality: serving God wherever He wants, but when he closes one door and opens another, being willing and able to jump up and go wherever I’m called.

Okay, so as you can imagine, with being a senior in high school and all one of the biggest questions in my mind is what’s next? Where am I headed after this? For the longest time, I’ve lived with just the mentality of, the college God wants me to go to will be the one that gives me the most money. The cheapest one. The one that offers me a full ride scholarship. Because what sign is clearer than a full ride?

But just yesterday I came to a new realization: where’s the trust in that philosophy? If I were just given a full ride to some school, that question would be answered, and I would pretty much have zero financial issues whatsoever. Well, maybe with my choice of career that might be ideal, but where does the “trusting in God” play in to that?

So, that’s just the thought I had. I’m not at all saying I will turn down any schools that offer large scholarships, just simply thinking about the possibilities. Just thinking of how much God could do if I surrender the subject of money to Him, stand back and let Him work everything out in that amazing way He always does. Because when the situation seems more difficult or impossible to us, it just gives God a better chance to show us how great He is and how much He can really do. And in the end, there’s no denying that God worked everything out, and He gets all the glory, just as He deserves.

God is always there, waiting for you to surrender that one thing you can never imagine giving up. All I can say is give it all to Him, stand back and watch Him work in ways we can’t even imagine. Better than your wildest dreams 🙂

When we walk with the Lord, in the light of His Word,
What a glory He sheds on our way!
While we do His good will, He abides with us still,
And with all who will trust and obey

Trust and obey, for there’s no other way
To be happy in Jesus,
but to trust and obey.

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